| Rest in Peace John Temple. |
[25 Jan 2007|06:44pm] |
My grampy died. He was awesome. He'd always pick me up from school. Tell me storied. Ask me how my day was. I miss him.
His funeral was today. It was really nice. He was creamated. So they had a nice granite box with his ashes in it. Also three sets of flowers. Husband. Dad. and Grampy. And it really said Grampy <33. My Grammy got a flag too. Since Grampy served in WWII. It was really hard to deal with. It sucks having people you don't know say sorry.
I'm really not taking this as well as I wish I could be. I'm so. Like. I want to be alone. I'm meaner. And I really don't give a shit any more. My sleepingness has been fucked up.
Oh. I don't know. I'm a a weird place in my life i guess. I just wish I could talk about it. But I can't. I don't know how to put my feelings into words. I can't relate to people anymore. And I just want my Grampy back.
I WISH PEOPLE UNDERSTOOD.
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[01 Jul 2006|11:46am] |
so basically i had the best night ever.
i went extreme bowling and it was amazing.
=)
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[23 Jun 2006|12:04pm] |
dress rehearsal tonight.
im slightly nervous. but whatever. not so much nervous as stressed.
so this summer has been kicked off as really good so far. i've been with kayte like. non-stop. seriously this chick is amazing.
so yes. idk if ill be taking pictures tonight/tomorrow but we'll see i guess.
=)
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[09 Jun 2006|08:44pm] |
*who gets a ticket after having their permit for 2 months?*
me.
155 fucking bills bitches.
pay for kellyn's ticket fun anyoneee?
=)
IT WAS 42 IN A 30! WTFFF!!!
ghey.
i got my dance pictures. ill put some up laterzzzz. haha im gay
kbye
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[07 Jun 2006|08:23pm] |
my uncle died.
cancer.
i hate it.
i love you uncle woody.
=-/
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[02 Apr 2006|11:28am] |
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soooo hey. im tired.
weekend... uhhh friday went running and sat on the swings forever. saturday nails, lalajava, blackstone with kayte, back home, cry_wolf (soo good), bed at 10 =). todayyyy, woke up at 730, kayte left, went back to bed, phone rang and woke me uppp, salamao showed up, nowwww doing my 'homework'.
HEY IT'S WARM OUT MOTHER FUCKERS!
it's exciting i should say. and sun sets at 7:11 tonight. OH MY GOD THE DAYS ARE GROWING SOME.
summer any one?
yeeeeeeh. i'm in a weird mood.
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[18 Mar 2006|02:02am] |
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So i just figured out how to post from my cell. Im starting to get sick. Beh it sucks i have a date tom. Yip. Oh i got 3 warnings. Fucking sweet. This post sucked.
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[12 Mar 2006|12:15pm] |
ariana gets around
omgggg shes pregy!
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[05 Mar 2006|11:57am] |
my mom decided to tell me that im NOT grounded..... this morning.
SWEET!
wednesday is ari and terrells birthday.
sweet.
bahhhhhhhhhhhh.
nothing to say.
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[26 Feb 2006|01:37pm] |
so pretty much last night was awesome.
i fucking love hanging out with lea. like we can do our own things but like still be like close. its cool.
so yesterday was awesome.
we went and drove around with joe and he bought cigarettes for amanda and we delivered them to her and it was wicked random and funny. thennn we went to natalia`s and yahh that was fun and random and there were mother fucking strobe lights. it was fucking sickkkkkkk. hahaha love ittt. her mom`s wicked nice though. so yah it was amazing.
goooood times.
i didnt fall asleep til like 6 hahahah FUNNN. but hey its cool. hahaha so yah now me and lea are gonna go driving and im pretty excited and i have to pee. omg i had to pee soooo bad and jo like wouldnt bring us any where. it was gayyy. okkk yes lea`s dads wicked gayyyyy.
bahhhhhhhhhhhh. ok the end.
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[24 Feb 2006|01:06pm] |
The Future Freaks Me Out.
I’m on fire and now I think I’m ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
Go!
Betty won’t stop listening to modern rock
How she hates to be alone
I try to compensate her lack of love with coffee cake
Ice cream and a bottle of ten dollar wine she says hey
I rock the Haro sport
I rock the cow girl blues
I rock too fast for love I’m footloose in my Velcro shoes
What’s up with Will and Grace?
I don’t get drum and bass
The future freaks me out
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
To the beat in my head
It goes oh, oh, oh, oh
I know that she’s the only one
I’d rather waste our time together
Yea, ‘cause we can get down
Betty can’t quit carving question marks in my wrist
How come we’re so alone
We waste away the days with nicotine and television samples
From an era we hate to admit we embrace
We fail to represent
We fail to be content
We fail at everything we ever even try to attempt
And so the story goes
As only Betty knows
It’s time to take control
(Get Down)
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
To the beat in my head
It goes oh, oh, oh, oh
I know that she’s the only one
I’d rather waste my time with her
Betty, I need you
I miss you
I’m so alone without you
To call up on the weekends with my cellular phone
Betty it’s so hard to relate
To the whole human race
I don’t know where to begin
I don’t know where to begin
If we can both find a way
To do the things that we say
We might not sit in our rooms
And drink our daydreams away
Betty, I’m a dreamer
No I’m not a vicious schemer
Oh Betty won’t you.. ah fuck it
I’m on fire and now I think I'm ready to bust a move
Check it out I’m rocking steady
To the beat in my head
It goes oh, oh, oh, oh
I know that she’s the only one
I’d rather waste our time together
Yeah, ‘cause we can get down.
hahahahaha. one year down the mother fucking toilet.
hahahahahaha. it's kind of funny how pathetic things
have gotten.
i hate you.
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[12 Feb 2006|03:24pm] |
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me and wa wa
wa wa after dinner
fat pants came out
it runs in the family?
pre- large fight.
so today im on kristen`s lap top cause im bored and sick and don`t feel like going down stairs and physically moving..... hahah im so lazy.
it's snowing a ton. we`re supposed to be getting 12-15 inches but i think it`s starting to stop already. idk.
ghidslgjkldbn,mfngsiejtngm,n.
PUT A SPOON UNDER YOUR PILLOW AND WEAR YOUR PAJAMA`S INSIDE OUT TONIGHT CAUSE I WANT A FUCKING SNOWDAY.
yeeees.
ok bye.
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[28 Jan 2006|10:41am] |
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so yesterday was funnn.
i wasn't gonna do anything but then lea called me and was like wanna come over. so obvvvvvvvv i went over there.
sooo yahhhh matt herter imed her and we went and drove around with him. then brian called and was like meet us downtown. so we went to video vault and yes got a movie and such and then went back to her house. it was cool. and me and lea were basically just idiots while jesse ignored us and brian laughed at us. hahah. weird
but i gave brian 11$ and i dont remember why. ahhahaha
lea: "uh oh. i'm starting to feel it again....... ineedtogotobed."
wicked fun. love that girl
ari comes home tonight.. woooooooooooot.
=)
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[26 Jan 2006|02:53pm] |
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KrzysiekPL05: and i KNOW u'll look great
KrzysiekPL05: where we gonna go?
KrzysiekPL05: so i can show u off
i thought that was rather cute.
mondayyy ariana comes to schoooool.
yahhh boyeeeeeeeeee
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